Saturday, May 4, 2019

imlonely


happy new moon
i
miss
tom
ExpensesMarAprMay3-Mo Avg.
Auto$ 0.00$ 7.50$ 0.00$ 2.50
Auto - Gas$ 142.74$ 105.61$ 0.00$ 82.78
Business$ 41.30$ 0.00$ 6.00$ 15.77
Cash$ 47.24$ 319.75$ 0.00$ 122.33
Clothing$ 40.39$ 10.79$ 0.00$ 17.06
Dining Out$ 23.05$ 4.74$ 0.00$ 9.26
Fees & Charges$ 102.00$ 325.00$ 0.00$ 142.33
Groceries$ 268.82$ 223.77$ 9.32$ 167.30
Insurance$ 119.30$ 0.00$ 0.00$ 39.77
Medical$ 15.50$ 2.50$ 0.00$ 6.00
Uncategorized$ 232.28$ 176.68$ 50.00$ 152.99
Total Expenses$ 1,032.62$ 1,176.34$ 65.32$ 758.09

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

UPDATE ON YESTERDAY

everything was accomplished. mission complete.

however

got a call from a guy ive been fucking. a friend, ya know, that i like to fuck.
apparently (hes over a yr sober) its been hard for him to not have feelings, just fuck, and he doesnt want a relationship now. hes like me, what do you call it? demisexual? hes from the south so i doubt hes abreast with the newest sexual terminology, but whatever.

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so we cant fuck. were still friends, but ive given him his distance.

so lame.

i mean i have feelings too. idk. maybe once hes out of school he says, but i downloaded coffeemeetbagel regardless, lmao.

vent "i fucking hate myself" is what runs through my mind, but it's not accurate. I do like myself, more or less. I hav...