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"i fucking hate myself" is what runs through my mind, but it's not accurate. I do like myself, more or less. I have ridiculous standards for my progress, however, and I tend to defeat myself with them.
What do I do? I'm going to quit my job. I have to. I've been having worse and worse panic attacks. Especially after ingesting my medical marijuana.
So, then what? How will I pay for my child's education? Subsidy, I suppose. But how long will that take? Note to self: Fill out subsidy paperwork today. Call Mechanic about inspection. Call Strong Memorial hospital about missed appointment. Find psychiatrist and therapist
What do I do? I'm going to quit my job. I have to. I've been having worse and worse panic attacks. Especially after ingesting my medical marijuana.
So, then what? How will I pay for my child's education? Subsidy, I suppose. But how long will that take? Note to self: Fill out subsidy paperwork today. Call Mechanic about inspection. Call Strong Memorial hospital about missed appointment. Find psychiatrist and therapist
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